hari yg sandi

ermmm , maw 1 minggu da demam ne xbaek2 ,
selesma lg... huhuhu ,td kat tmpt keja pun asyk ttdo ja . . 
walau pun stgh hari tp msa rasa lmbt btul blalu . . .
ya allah apa la dugaan aku bln ini . . 
byk btul masalah. plg utama gduh dgn mumy. huhuhuh , i dint meant to hurt her.
 xmaw jd anak yg derhaka tp dea asyk marah2 ja .........
nda lma gila la aku gne ne taw...tp xpa la . . .
mgkn lepas kewangan dan masalah ini smua selesai aku akn tgl kat luar. sng cerita kn. . . dr truz bgni...


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sgt merindui masa lalu . . .msa aku masih bdk skola lg . . xrasa ssh bgni . . . 
hdup pun simple je . . .skrg ne byk btul bebanan n tgungjwb nk kna pikul...
.even maw bli brg2 ttntu pun kna kawal2 bajet.... huhhhh.....tp xpala ...
.xslamanya aku kn ssh kn . . .1 hari nty msty sng jga....aku maw jd anak yg baek utk mumy...
damn i reALLY WANNA MAKE HER PROUD...
but she keep on pushing me to be somebody that wasnt me at all .. . . WTF....


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nasib baek baby slalu ada d cc owg... damn i need him...
bear pun slalu gduh tp sy sayang suami sy... at least bakal suami....
im totally in LOVE with him..... thats a secret....hahahaha :)
k.la esok maw pigi joging dgn dea.... hope dpt awal bgun....
dadaa ~ i love u my bloggg.....

HERE IS WHAT I FEEL ABOUT YOU

HERE IS WHAT I FEEL ABOUT YOU 

1. i love how when i answer the phone you says: ''yeah? may i help you?''

2. i love how when you talk weird sometimes.

3. i love how you can just make me in the best mood when i am in the worst.

4. i love how just hearing your voice makes my whole worls STOPS*

5. i love how when you tell me '' you love me '' my hearts skips a beat.

6. i love how when i ask you '' where are you '' and you all in reply '' inside your heart darling ''

7. i love when i see your message in my inbox.

8. i love when i see your name come up on my caller id.

9. i love how you makes me laugh with everything you tell me.

10. i love when i don't understand what you were saying. you all like '' ahhhh? listen carefully bha. 

11. i love when you says '' apa yg you merepek ni syg? ''

12. i love how you put up with my mood swings.

13. i love when you're talk in ''sleepy voice and tht's kinda CUTE ''

14. i love when you says '' good morning honey! even tht time i still sleep ''

15. i love when you forcing me to get up from sleep.

16. i love when you react nice even tht time you're not in a good mood.

17. i love when you call me at the afternoon and says '' you already lunch? '' i wanna sleep first k? ''

18. i love when you're singging beautiful girl over n over again :D

19. i love to hear your voice everyday and never get boring on it. even it's all the sames everytime.

20. I JUST LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE AND NOT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE EVEN MY FRIENDS SAYS THAT YOU'RE LIKE MAFIA OR BAD GUYS !!! 

forward 4 GODsake

:))))))))))))

WHY DO PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE?
WHY DO PEOPLE CUT THEMSELVES?
WHY DO GIRLS BECOME ANEREXIC AND BELIMEC?
WHY DO KIDS BRING KNIFE TO SCHOOL?
WHY DO KIDS GET DEPRESSED...SO THEY START USING MEDS, AND ABUSING THEM?
WHY DO GIRLS FEEL THE NEED TO ACT LIKE SLUTS TO IMPRESS GUYS?
IN THE BILL OF RIGHTS, IT SAYS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH! SO WHY ARE WE SO AFRAID TO SPEAK UP FOR OURSELVES?

I KNOW WHY!

CLIQUES

"GANGSTAS"

"PREPS"

"NERDS"

"GOTHS"

"EMOS"

"PUNKS"


^^^AND THATS NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!

SOCIETY IN GENERAL


WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE IF YOUR NOT SKINNY, NOT BEAUTIFUL, NOT SEXY, NOT STRAIGHT...YOUR TORTURED, ABUSED, AND HUMILIATED. WE SAY THAT WE ARE ALL EQUAL BUT, THERE IS STILL RACISM, SEXISM, AND PEOPLE JUDGING OTHERS BASED ON THERE RELIGION, COLOR, SIZE, HERITAGE, ECT.


IS THIS MALAYSIAN?


IS THIS THE NATION WE LIVE IN AND FIGHT WARS TO SUPPORT?



I AM SICK OF IT!
STEREOTYPES, AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
I WANT TO LIVE IN A GOOD PLACE, WITHOUT SUICIDE, RAPE, MURDER, AND JUDGEMENT!



IF THIS HAD ANY AFFECT ON YOU REPOST IT!

NO, A GHOST WILL NOT RAPE YOUR DOG.
YOU WONT HAVE RELASHIONSHIP PROBLEMS
NO YOU WONT DIE IN 7 DAYS.
BUT YOU WILL HAVE THE GUILT ON YOUR SHOULDERS THAT YOU DIDNT TRY TO GET THE MESSAGE ACROSS.
I WANT TO STOP THE MADNESS.
IF I ONLY REACHED OUT TO 1 OR 2 PEOPLE THATS FINE.
AT LEAST MY CONCIENCE IS CLEAR...HOW ABOUT YOURS?

I AM SICK OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BE SOMEONE THEY ARE NOT THEY ARE SAYING I AM THAT WHICH I AM NOT, YEAH PEOPLE CALL ME EMO AND SCENE AND SHIT, BUT I AMNOT I AM JUST ME (: I AM ELLIE I LISTEN TO LADY GAGA AND BRING ME THE HORIZON. BUT I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GO AND COPY OTHER PEOPLE JUST TO FIT IN. I DIDNT CHANGE FROM BEING A PINK WANNABE TO THIS NOW TO FIT IN, I CHANGED BECAUSE I LIKE THESE PEOPLE, I LIKE THEIR MUSIC, I LIKE THEIR CLOTHES, I DONTLIKE N-DUBZ AND SHIT THEIR CRAP!!!! THERE IS ONLY 1 PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO CAN CALL ME A CHAV AND HE KNOWS IM NOT HE JUST SAYS IT TO ANNOY ME. BUT SERIO, ALL I AM SAYING IS STOP BEING SOMEONE YOUR NOT, YOU WANT PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT FOR WHO YOUR NOT. IF YOU DO WANT THEM TO LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU'RE NOT THEN YOU ARE A FAKER, YOU DONT LIKE YOURSELF, JUST BE YOURSELF AND BE HAPPY (: AND YOU LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND IGNORE OTHER POEOPLE, IF YOUR HAPPY WITH YOURSELF OTHER PEOPLE SHOULD BE (:

first time dpt bwat blog . .

kdg2 kita lupa pd yg menyayangi kta pabila kta d atas , i mean bla kta da snang. 

huhuhuh , kdg2 hdup ne bwat sy hampa sgt2 . . its like my life was a total disaster . . 

my boss sucks , my emotion currently unstabble , im a shopholic , even worst i had an insomnia . . 

sumtimes im tired of life , but i hope everyting gonna be fine on dis new year . . 

n dis blog officially a place 4 me to release my tension . . . thnks again.... k .la im really tired n need to eat something..GTG....

me n him . . .our story

i really love diz guy....